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Ime: Filip
Prezime: nope
Rođen: 8.11
Po horoskopu: škorpijon
Volim: Naruto anime, mjuzu, odomore u školi, vikend, komp 
, Hevy metal, rock, hrvatski rock, i nešto još od puno tog, džeparac 
jednu osobu
Mrzim: izdajice glupane/če umišljene bahate i puno ljudi
Najdraža životinja: Zmaj
Prijatelji
lauriss
Cizmicka
Sakura
black angel
naruto1115
my angel way
Michelle
naruto blog
| D | Dirty |
| R | Raw |
| A | Altruistic |
| G | Gorgeous |
| O | Odd |
| N | Naive |
| S | Strong |
| T | Tasty |
| R | Revolutionary |
| I | Intelligent |
| K | Keen |
| E | Exquisite |
nemogu vjerovat da je ovo 97. post, mislio sam da će ovaj blog trajati godinu najviše ali ovak dugo nisam mislio. bilo je dosta mijenjanja ali sad je kak je. S svojim prijateljima pokušavam voditi "intelektualne" razgovore ali u školi to ne uspijeva, to se može samo kad nas jer tri četiri da bi pričali o nečem baš važnom za nas i druge. Ja se osjećam loše, nemogu se priviknut i pravim se da sam sretan i ok ali stalno mi je kao da ću puknut, na satu se moram koncetrirat da bi dobio što bolje ocjene da bi se negdje mogo upisat. Većina ljudi ide u klasičnu, što je vjerojatno ja neću niti želim ići. Kad sam sam nemogu se otrasit osjećaja da je sve ovo samo prolazno da će se sve promjenit, i kadkad se osjećam kao da mi je jedini prijatelj muzika uz koju prvodim večer (ne svaku večer ali neke večeri). A na msnu nema nikog s kim bi mogo pričat, il je netko ljut na mene il su loše volje, il su jednostavno usrani ljudi. Well anyways have to go now |=00|_5 84_|
imam par stvari za reć:
1. ova priča koju sam dosad (rijetko) pisao, više neću jer neznam kak da nastavim
2. zamjenit će ju druga priča koja će počet kada dođem u zgb
3. otvorio sam blog s prijateljicom tako da ko god dođe ovdje mora oitć tamo black rose poets
4. jel ima iko da posjećuje ovaj blog i priča leet (1337)?
5.znam da dugo nisam piso ali mi se nije dalo a na moru nemam brzi ineternet (još uvijek sam na moru).
6. ako oćete se prijavit za prijašnje napomenutu priču u sljedećem postu koji će bit kad se vratim u zgb
7. <'/42
A- Anime koji gledam
B-Blog koji pišem
C-Civilization presuper igra
D-Darkness in my heart
E-Engleski moj najdraži predmet
F-Filip moje ime i ujedno i ime jednog dobrog frenda
G-Glazba jedna od najbolji stvari života
H-Hell jedna od najboljih pjesama
I-Internet bez kog ovog sveg ne bi bilo
J-Jbg
K-Kiki bomboni XD
L-Ludost i ludi ljudi
M-Manjak zdravog razuma
N-Neprijatelji
O-Odličan (što nisam)
P-Prijatelji odsvud
R-Radost u životu ^^
S-Spavanje 
T-Telefon koji sam dobio
U-Ufff
V-Vruće je
Z-Zadnje kaj ću reć je ajd bok
sam naslov govori, da je dosadno sve mi igre postaju dosadne a nema nikog na msnu više svi oitšli T-T ja na more još neidem (jbg). neam kaj radit pa ću pisat postove što češće i otvorit ću novi blog s nekom pričom (još nije otvoren tak da ne pitajte za adresu) ovak mi dosadno još nije bilo... jedina stvar dobra u školi su bili prijatelji/poluprijatelji, a sad ni tog nema. ne kažem da mi nedostaje škola nego ljudi koji idu u tu usranu školu. i jbg sad nemam zabave. i tak ljudi buh bye
Nakon odmora koji očito svi nisu dobili jer su bili previše zabrinuti kako ćemo zaustaviti Aegisa. Svi su ujutro osim Blk phx-a došli u dnevnu sobu u 6:30 phx je i dalje spavao. Beast je napravio kavu svima jer on nije ni išo "spavat" neg je čekao i razmišljao cijelu noć, i naravno ujutro je bio mrzovoljan. Svi su bili umorni i naravno zabrinuti, meni je postalo previše ajmo reć dosadno pa sam izjurio iz sobe van, a vani je kiša lijevala ko iz kabla. Nakon pol sata michelle je došla "jesi li dobro?" upitala je ja sam samo pogledao u nebo i pitao "ostali su se uplašili kiše ili ste nekako birali ko će doć?" ona me pogledala ko da sam lud, ja sam se nasmijao i rekao "šalim se" pogledala me nekak hladno i rekla "jesi li ti dobro" "jel ti ponavljaš svako pitanje dok ti netko ne odgovori?" nasmijao sam se. Ona se naljutila i otišla natrag ali prije neg je ušla doviknuo sam "dobro sam" i zatvorio oći. Poslije sam ušo unutra i vidim ja kak se phx igra vatrom da zabavi druge ali nije mu baš uspijevalo. Svi smo zaspali nakon nekog vremena dosađivanja..... To be continued
dugo nije bilo posta a puno stvari u zadnje vrijeme. Btw znam da su mi postovi bili depresivni i reko sam BILI jer više neće bit dosadilo mi je ;) ima puno tog za reć al neznam otkud da počnem.... škola... neću ni govorit lol... imam wow (world of warcraft) koji mi isprva nije radio ali sam ga us pomoć prijatelja popravio (nije točno istina al ok) skinuo i pogledo step up 2 film je super pjesme su super a i pokreti su prejebeni... našo sam si novu prijateljicu s kojom vježbam malo plesanje itd...
...kaj još?............ to je sve uglavnom e i da ne zaboravim prisjetite se kaj je bilo u zadnjem nastavku one priče kaj sam piso jer ću je sad napokon nastavit nisam dugo pa... ccccyyyaaazzzz
"I know, but the spirits are immortal... The human soul is not tolled by 'forever'."
these are the words that mean the eternity of our souls
znam da ovo nikom puno ne znači ali ovaj put bi htio pisati malo o vječnosti i dušama
svaki čovijek je poseban to svi znate ali ono što se nezna je po čemu
kaže se da svaki čovjek ima neku savršenu sposobnost ali na većini ljudi se to ne vidi
svaki čovijek ima posebnost u nečemu makar se to možda ne vidi to postoji, ta posebnost nemora biti vanjska može biti i unutarnja.
Može biti sposobnost riješavanja problema, svađi, zagonetki i još puno toga.
ljudi često osuđuju druge i kategoriziraju ih ali puno ljudi to ne radi zbog nekog razloga
puno ljudi je dobro zbog nekog razloga, taj razlog je u duši tj. u vječnosti. vječnost postoji ali ne u obliku u kojem mi želimo.
svako djelo je stvar duše, ako nešto loše napraviš, ako nešto dobro napraviš, ako se posvađaš s nekim tko ti je drag
to nije važno dok vi ne shvatite da je to stvar duše. i makar ovo mnogo ljudi neće zanimat jer ja previše filozofiram
mene to ne smeta
and you know why?
'cuz i ain't coming back
this is a song that i found and i think it is a good enough of a replacement for one of mine
7. For Amelie
Why don't you feel me
Why can't I hold your hand
(You) never said that you'd leave me
and I know you are somewhere
I held you up
Every time you were down
Your crying stopped
When I was around...but...
Why don't you love me?
Enough to stay with me
Now tell me truly
Was it there in your heart too?
All that I'm left with
Is a dream of me and you
You filled my soul
With your beauty and with hope
We're different although
We were just like water in sand
Why don't you feel me
Why cant I hold your hand
You never said that you'd leave me
And I know you are somewhere
I held you close
When you fell to the ground
And now you've torn all my hope apart
You could have said good-bye
pa ovaj post ću napisat neš o sebi koje stvari općenito volim mrzim tid... anyway you get the point
lets see
imam 13 god.
čudan sam
mrzim puno stvari i to iritira puno ljudi
ne zanima me praktički niš
ne divim se ničem osim grčkoj mitologiji
pričam dobro engleski
volim metal
volim metalce i sotoniste
većinom sam ateist
volim:
muziku
samoću
mir
razmišljati
uvjeriti druge da sam nešto što nisam
spavati
odmarati se
lijenčarit
muziku koju slušam
crnu boju
depresiju
pisat pjesme o boli
psihičku bol
engleski
mitologiju
mrzim:
sebe
svoj život
bahate
umišljene
one koje volim
školu i sve vezano
kazne
potrebe
ljubav
osjećaje
bol
većinu prijatelja iz škole
neshvaćanje
2 osobe najviše
što sam to što jesam
onu osobu koja misli da sam u krivu u ovome
ukratki sažet opis ak vam se neda sve ovo čitat
glup sam mrzim skoro sve svoje prijatelje ne zanimaju me gluposti niti pametne stvari mrzim dvije osobe
volim što mrzim mrzim što volim mrzim osjećaje čudan sam mlad sam retardiran sam ne slušam
što češ mi reći jer i tebe vjerojatno mrzim jer je cijeli život sranje i svi pišu o ljubavi kao nešto sveto
a ustvari je to samo bol koju osječaš u srcu i makar to znaš to zanemaruješ jer misliš da si zaljubljen
i za kraj pjesma
when you will love me
i will hate you i will
throw you away and hurt you
the way you hurt me
and i will never forgive you
for that
you are just a person
and love is just a word
hate is real
death is real
I HATE YOU
i do not know
what to do anymore
it is all pointless or it
seems like it, well...
the only thing i can do now
is leave...and hope that i
will be able to forget you
i hope i wont remember you
when i get back i hope i
will never have to go trough
this again i hope that i will
be able to move on without
memories of you i hope
that you will die in my heart
and i will be free
i want to say
something to you
i hate you for what
you have done to me
but i love you because
i want to and don't want
to change it no matter
the pain you have caused
but i just wanted you to
know everything i feel about
you but this isn't all
i have many more things
to say but since you
never talk to me beacuse
you are always busy i guess
you don't care
pa ovaj put neće bit pjesme XP neda mi se nekak sam postao predepresivan čak i za mene XD pa bu možda sljedeći put pa mali review prošlih dana/tjedana
glavna stvar je da je dosadno (XD) to je ustvari moj stil života da mi bude dosadno, pišem pjesme svaki dan u svoju bilježnicu i pa neznam dal su bolje al prije su bile gore a ostalo škola je ok kolko može bit ok starci su bili na informacijama i nisu me kaznili kao obično i zato sam dosta sretan zadnjih par dana pa većinom vremena nema nikog na msnu pa mi je dosadno (opet) onda gledam crtiće na Anime6 ima ih jako puno pa imam dovijeka za gledat makar su većinom i glupi al napokon mogu gledat crtiće koje sam gledo kad sam bio još manji ko DBZ XP onda kaj još?......pa sada skoro svaki put ostajemo ispred škole pa pričamo pogotovo kad imamo popodne školu..... pa neznam više kaj da kažem....lol ovo sam pokupio s jednog bloga baš mi se sviđalo pa sam stavio
btw ostavite što više darova
i tried to keep my heart
shut to have just friends
i just i wanted go trough life
without pain without
regrets and suffering all
those things i felt because
of you, you say that you
don't know what love is
that you don't want to be hurt
but you hurt me i just hope
that one day you will fell
my pain and more
and that all this wasn't
for nothing
pa kao što vidite po pjesmama nisam baš najbolje zbog jedne osobe i stalno si govorim da to moram preć ali jednostavno nemogu možda sam preslab pshički ili tako nešto čim nemogu zaboravit jednu osobu ja više ni neznam dali bi trebao mrzit tu osobu il ne ali u školi ja se ponašam normalno jer nikad nisam bio potpuno otvoren ja se držim za sebe jer me samo drugi mogu povrijediti što se i dogodilo tako da većini kog poznam nikaj ne govorim ili pokazujem jer to se njhi ne tiče i većina bi mi se i smijala jer je većina zajebanti.
sometimes goodbyes
are the only way
because there are
people that hurt
you in many ways
some beat you
others hate you
some call you names
others you fall in
love with and they
break your heart
i just hope that
when you read this
you will at least
care for me
and talk to me
because I'm tired
of trying to talk to
you when you show
no interest in me
and ignore me
i love you because
you are you
you don't try to
be anything or anyone
else you are yourself
and like that
you are beautiful
you are normal
you are dark
you are perfect
even though i never
wanted to love you
love is something you can't
control or change
and i would do anything for you
so that you would like me
i opened my heart to you
you crushed it
i said i will wait
you said move on
i wanted to be with you
but you were cruel
and threw me away
so now i am leaving
in front of you and it tears
my heart that you don't care
enough to stop me
sometimes solutions aren't simple
sometimes goodbyes are the only
way
i wrote one day to myself that i would
never be crushed by i girl that i would
never be heartbroken especially by a
girl like you i wrote that because i thought
that i could just stay me to be the same
not to experience the pain that i had to fell
that is here because of you since the day
you told me i m sorry but no I've felt empty
I've felt sorrow every day every night i went to
sleep thinking about you remembering the
words remembering your face remembering you
and since that day i am suffering and its all
because people change because i
wrote that message that i never wanted to be true
now it is because of you
Death or love?
sometimes goodbye is the only way
so maybe i will chose death
my friends aren't like they
used to be i can't talk to anyone
i can only talk to you
but it hurts every word
every second i think about you
it hurts every time i see you
it hurts everything around me
has changed and myself as well
just i didn't notice it until now
and now I'm ready to move on
to decide will i go on suffering
or will i kill myself
I've never felt
this before neither
the pain or the love
i didn't know
the real meaning
of those words
but you showed
me both
good and bad
way even
though i love
you i want
to hate you
but that is
impossible
i love you
too much
i want you
too much
but i try
to kill my fellings
to end the
pain but not
the love i
want to love
you without
pain and regrets
so please
either
kill me or love me
well?
have you decided?
have you chosen?
will you care
or will you hurt
me more
if the awnser is
pain then
don't worry about me
i will ignore you
when you walk by me
i will look trough you
i will kill my fellings
and if i don't
succeed in that
then i will
kill myself
and if you care about
me you will be sorry
most people are bored
i am as well but with
the pain i don't fell
empty it is a part of me
now my pain and suffering
will never go away
i have to live with it
and you are to blame
not only you but me as well
i shouldn't have become close to you
i shouldn't have talked to you
but now its too late
and now i will wait
for you to maybe love me
one day
love is a felling
i have
all the people have it
just have not discovered
it but i have
i have discovered pain as well
but i still love you
with all the broken pieces of my
heart if i could give you
something that would make you
like me more i would do
anything for it
i would have died just
to hear two words
that mean the world and more
to me especialy
from you
everyone says its just for now
this love i have for you
but i know its not true
i don't want it to be true
i care about you
i want to be with you
i would do anything for you
i would die for you
i just wanted that spark
that kiss so you would maybe realize
that you love me too
but until you do that i will
fell this pain
and ill take every felling
i have and try to kill it
i will try to be like you
so you would like me
at least tell me one time
the words everyone wants to hear
i just need that then i will
leave you and then i will
be able to wait for you
if you will not realize soon
i will find someone else until
you realize that you love me
if that never happens
i will kill myself
in this darkness
no one can see
there is no light no joy
you someone is watching
you know someone wants you
i am that one but
you threw me away
i gave you my heart
you broke it
and caused me to suffer
if thats the way you like me
i can suffer until the end of my life
i will always be here
with you in my broken heart
i will never stop
thinking about you
i will sleep
by my thoughts of you
and when i awake
once again i will
be full of sorrow
because of the thought
that you hate me
btw svaka pjesma koju napišem je bazirana na boli i zato ih i pišem
some people have no heart
i wish i had no heart
because i couldn't be
heartbroken i wouldn't
have felt that pain
the pain that you caused
the shattered heart i
have is because of you
i wanted to be without fellings
because of the pain
and now i have to live with it
for that i will
never forgive you
i hate you
because i love you
i wanted to tell you that
i wanted you to know whats on my mind
and in my heart
i do everything to make you
like me but you don't notice
i wanted you to know my pain
i want you to fell it one day
so that you can know how i felt
when i realized i couldn't have you
my heart fell and broke like glass
i felt empty but still we are friends
so i am healing with every day
and i hope that one day that i will
be full again and i can leave this place
so i will have no more pain
or suffering
i will have peace and i will dissapear
in the darkness
we all tell lies
i tell them
you tell them
we tell them
they tell them
we are all sinners
we all commit crimes
but we also have a heart
we have fellings
and they are our weakness
you can kill a person
but you will feel guilty
if you don't i envy you
if u still have a full heart
if u haven't been heartbroken like i have
if u haven't been hurt like i have
then i envy you
then i wish i was never hurt
then i wish i was never heartbroken
then i wish i was dead
then i wish i was without fellings
danas je petak kao što svi znaju i bio je ok dan ali imao je i svojih padova
ali u zadnje vrijeme (par dana) je sve loše ili mi se tako barem čini
sve šale koje su bile smiješne nisu tak puno više
i okrenuo sam se ovim pjesmama i kroz nijih ustvari mogu sebe izrazit
i nitko me neće kritizirat
tak evo još jedne.....
as i walk through the hallways
my heart is beating slower and slower
my pain will soon go away
my fellings will haunt me forever even in my death
i wanted to be a angel of death
but as my wish came true then i had
to live on with all the pain
so i choose death over life
and my body fell to the ground and
my spirit died
i will now never be here again
dosadno mi je pa ću uzet tren da osmislim malo poezije opet.........
dragons fly but i cant
why cant i fly, why cant humans fly
why do we lie, why do we hurt each other
why do we betray each other
they say that friends are for comfort and to stand by your side
but in our world that is not true
in our world lies are like truth
in our world love is hate
in our world... i can die in peace
in our world none will care
in our world none will trust me
in our world... i will not love her anymore
i will have peace and my heart will be a stone atlast
bilo mi je dosadno pa mi je došlo da ovo napišem
nobody knows who i am
nobody knows the real me
nobody understands me
nobody knows why do i exist
nobody knows what i am
nobody knows why do i hate
nobody knows why do i love and hate at the same time
nobody knows what i will do
nobody knows me
nobody knows why i am here
nobody knows why i haven't killed myself
malo sam u depresiji ovih dana i ima pomisli ubijanja ali valjda ću preživit
cyaz